𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗙𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗘 + 𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗨𝗠𝗔
If you are a women and reading this, I hope you can relate in someway, and also read this post without judgement.
I used extreme exercise and dieting to train for a body building show..
When I decided I was going to do this..
I was in an unfilled relationship
I hated my job
My family was a bit shattered..
What a perfect disguise for a reason to take control of SOMETHING in my life.
Shortly after, through a series of not so great choices, I left that relationship.. and continued to get skinner.
WOW, my life was really turning around. I was fit and left the unfulfilled relationship
If I’m being honest, this was the start of a downward spiral.
After I competed and placed in my show, I wasn’t sure what to do? Compete in another show? Stay this lean forever?
I never competed again.. but I did replace that fulfillment of self worth with multiple relationships… relationships and more relationships… you get it…
I wanted attention. My family was scatted dealing with some heavy stuff. I thought the only way to fill my own cup (if it wasn’t through extreme exercises and dieting) was to make sure someone else thought I was valuable and sexy. I hurt a lot of people in this time. Over a 4 year period I have A lot of not so proud moments.
I often joke about these being my “dark days” but through this time of my life, I did some pretty amazing things and grew a ton. I got some much needed therapy, started my business (Hating teaching was a big push for that, but that story is for another post) and married my soulmate.
Wanting to change the way we look often goes much deeper then we think and starting a fitness journey can often times be the catalyst of much much bigger changes to come..
I’d love to help get you started on your journey, and if you’re not ready for that, that’s okay too.
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